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Consequences
Sunday 31 January 2010

Today, went haircut with Zhi Xiang, although we wait quite long, but the result was quite good.
After that, i went to swimming with Ding Xiang. Double Xiangness ? o.O lolz. Lame .. Anyway, i suck in swimming, must train more..
Now, the main topic of today's blogging.
While walking home, the word Consequences appeared in my head.
And i thought of things i was dishonest with, and came to a conclusion. It was wrong to lie, can get away from the 'Consequences'.
Because only honest people, who are willing to own up to their mistakes , and carry the consequences are the true hero..
Those who just ran away are just cowards that will never succeed in life. We must take this opportunity as a learning point. Its part of growing, you understand? lols
No matter what evil deed u have done, as long as you are willing to turn over a new leaf and repent . Even a Tiger can become a herbivore.



Shopping

When to Queensway shopping centre with Zhi Xiang today. Lols
Brought a Jeans, a Bermudas and a Tie. The Jeans same as Zhi Xiang lol!
K la, today at least did something rather then at home rotting, because it's really very boring.
Tomorrow going to cut hair , finding addy =0! He's the best hair styler i ever met. So im gonna stick to his profession .
K night peeps. :)



Recommend Song :)
Friday 29 January 2010




如果你很忙
Ru guo ni hen mang
我到街上 去晃一晃
Wo dao jie shang qu huan yi huan
身为一个朋友
Sheng wei yi ge peng you
有些事情不该勉强
You xie shi qing bu gai mian qiang
看你黑着眼圈
Kan ni hei zhe yan quan
今晚换成我睡不着
Jing wan huan chen wo shui bu zhao
到底是谁 害你这么伤
Dao di shi shui hai ni zhe me shang

---> * 因为太爱你

Ying wei tai ai ni
拼命达到你的需要
Ping ming da dao ni de xu yao
虽然只是朋友
Shui ran zhi shi peng you
总比什么都不是好Zhong bi se me dou bu shi hao
借你肩膀依靠
Jie ni jian ban yi kao
借你关心也借你微笑
Jie ni guan xing ye jie ni wei xiao
我很想给 你却不要
Wo hen xiang gai ni que bu yao

---> # 爱着你却伤心的 只能守候不能拥有Ai zhe ni que shang xing de zhi neng shou ho bu neng yong you
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
Zheng zhi de zhuo yi ge yong yuan de peng you
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
Kan zhe ni jiu jiu de jian xun nei rong
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
Wo kan jian ai qing xiang wo da sheng zhao nong

爱着你却大方的 陪你恋爱替你加油
Ai zhe ni que da fang de Pei ni lian ai ti ni jia you
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
Xu ruo de zhuo yi ge yong yuan de peng you
几次累的想断绝联络
Ji chi lei de xiang tuan jue liang ruo
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
Que ting jian ni shuo qing ren bi bu shang peng you

Repeat * #

我总是有 让你笑出声的方法
Wo zhong shi you rang ni xiao chu sheng de fang fai
我却没有 让自己离开的力量
Wo que mei you rang zhi ji li kai de li liang
也许友情 才能地久天长
Ye xu you qing cai neng di jiu tian chang

Repeat #

我只是朋友
Wo zhi shi peng you



Seriously this song is very touching, i cried whenever i am engross in the song. Hope you guys will love it..



Thursday 28 January 2010




Yeah, i waiting for this song ahh!! I know eddie also waiting ah :P !
Nvm, March will be the releasing date!! First day i chiong go buy liao ! :P
Mallory at my house now, lols.
Kk bb-.-



Happy Birthday
Wednesday 27 January 2010

HappyBirthday To You... (: 
Yeah, your Birthday today.. Happy birthday to you.. I just don't even have the courage to say to you lah. =.=
I wish you to have the blissful year ahead! Don't forget to sleep early, or u will have panda eyes.. Don't eat to much picky food, if not later got ulcers. Lastly, don't care other people's discrimination lah, just believe in yourself.. (Hope you can see all this..)

Just came back from the stupid level camp larh :x! Lmao, whole class only i share experiences :P.
K lah, later going to play basketball also... Hmm, overall the camp was ok? Quite boring i got to admit!
But i think tomorrow will be a better day, there will be amazing race at west coast!?
Eh, looking forward for the breakfast in macdonalds in the morning eh !
Alright then, super advance night to everyone !
Don't sleep latee :) !



Nv Wang Signature :P
Tuesday 26 January 2010



Nice bo! Today then let u all see xin hui's signature!! Hahahaha :P
Best la, that notebook = my life now i tell u. Who take it , i kill that person.
Anyway, Happy Birthday okay(In about 1hrs + time).. Don't think i will forget de, cuz i will never. Wonder if you even see this lah..
Today precisely after CCA, went to play basketball at shuqun. Sorry ah dingxiang, bo jio you hahahas.
Tommorow going for the dunno wat noob camp larh, Haiz =.= .
Night peeps. :)

Tell me why. Tell me why. 我还在原地寂寞的徘徊。我的爱,我的等待,垮成了一地错落的无奈。
Tiong xim xin hui's fan forever !! :)



Typical Day
Monday 25 January 2010

Normal as any other monday la... So boring.
Went to eddie house do homework today.. While they dotaing, i found a favourable corner and lie down there read my books. Together with my 'Xinhui's Playlist' , almost doze off.. :x
Yeah, thats all boring day right :x ! Hahaha
All don't sleep late ah!
Night peeps.
WAIT!! EDIT::
I WANT WATCH THIS SHOW,"FRIENDS FOREVER" GOT SHI XIN HUI !!!! BUT NO TIME !! ):


Tiong Xim Xin Hui's Fan forever ! (:



Congratulations Eddie
Sunday 24 January 2010

Congratulations to eddie for his good taste , Yes ! Shi xin hui is the best ! (: .
Looking forward for her 3rd personal album ahhh !! Eddie also ! :P
Today precisely done a total clean up of the house, after that when to play basketball at eddie house there.
Then went to HQ, to play dota lo .. :x Hahahahahha .
4 days left... Should i give something? Even its over, after all, its still her birthday ..
Nothing to say aready ley, everyone sleep early ah ! (: Don't learn from me wor, sleep so late -.- .
Night peeps !

Tiong Xim Shi Xin Hui Fan Forever!



Shi xin hui !!! Ambassador of CarloRino!!
Saturday 23 January 2010

Yeahh!!, Went to Bugis Junction to see Shi Xin Hui..
Yeah!! Got her autography!! Weeeeeee.... The two new design bag was very nice!! Only 100, limited edition leyy! XD But no money buy ley? :x
Well, didn't participate much in the fan club group.. Sorry uh guys :x.. Hope u all have fun too!Now feel damn bad siaz, got people ignore me omg.. damn sad ..!! sorry? !!
Jiayou for Shi Xin Hui in her up coming album !! Stay pretty foreverrr !! :D
And, yeah! Wish to hear more news for you sooon! Tiong xim fan forever (:.
Videos still sending uh-.- ! so long later then i update it.




Video still processing leh :x , if can watch le then good. If cant, too bad have to wait :x



No Tears!
Friday 22 January 2010

Yeah, today after CCA, i went to play basketball :x. Don't know why, just like to play.
Damn shag now sia, tommorow going to see Shi Xin Hui at Bugis Junction.!!
Damn shag, shag, shag, i wish everyday i will be shag ... Forever shag manz.
The feeling of tiring i much more pleasant then emoing ._. ! lols.
Alright peeps, im turning off soon.
Please sleep early okay(: !, although i sleep very late la. Forgive me please .
Ok Nights! Sleep Tight!( ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO SLEEP LATE ALSO)



E-Learning Day
Thursday 21 January 2010

HoHoHo !!, E-Learning day did nothing la, who cares about the work inside :P !
When pool, Then study at mac with liangwei and yongqin.
After that, i went to play basketball with vincent wee. ( That Always change subject kia).
Okay, heres a messege for you. To me, please don't change subject when im asking you a question.Just say no if u are not feeling like going, or u have some difficulties.Oh gosh!, this not first time liao!
Alright, then when home after playing .. 
Studying geography laterrr !! :) !
Bye peeps.. )= !

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.



Shagg..
Wednesday 20 January 2010

Today, Peter lim gave us a harsh training eh! lols ! 
Then normal lesson loh, after that got Chemistry remedial which i volunteer to go for recap of foundations...
Yeah, Reach home about 4+, after that went to play basketball at shuqun there.
Met a few friends of same age, however all express one. One of them surprisingly some more from Hwa Chong
Then on the way back, i chat with my friend at the void deck of my house.
Then, don't know why, i cramp for 15 mins struggling , trying to gasp a slightest mouthful of air...
Whoa, i tell you, u wouldn't want to have cramp like me, becuz it's really unbearable. 


 Today, i saw the greatest heart warming smile of yours.. And it brightens up my day, despite of the dark surrounding i am having.. Although, my replied was somehow cold, you will never know my heart was melted by the immense warm that you gave..




twenty seven
Tuesday 19 January 2010

8 more days... I will never forget this day...
I still remmember, the present that was originally given that day, was dragged till 14th febuary..
Hahas, it has been 1 year aready... That i had did such a super silly thing.
Anyway, looking forward for 23rd ! Going bugis junction to support shi xin hui !! :D
Today finally had some time to take a breath from busy schedule of studies and CCA and so on...
On 0:01 am today we did something super fun LOL. We send sms 1 by 1 per word from each person. The involved members are Me,Zhixiang,Kenneth,Haoeng,Arthur,Liangwei.
Anyway happy birthday to Delon!!
Messege:
Joseph-Happy
Arthur-Birthday
Liangwei-To
Zhixiang-You
Kenneth-Fucking
Haoeng-Stickman
Hahahaha!! LOLS
Alrighty, i go play basketball (: ! At Block 243 there, find me if u want :) !



You Are Here
Thursday 14 January 2010


I was reading a book i lend from Vanessa Koh, written by Low Kay Hwa, " You Are here ".
I truely got touched, and was very engross in reading the novel..
Its was the love story for Zhou Jie lun, And Lara Wu. Yes u may be thinking of a song 'Shan Hu Hai'.It was a duet song by Jay And Lara.. ..

It all started when they was in primary 1... Through years of experience they finally got together during secondary school period.. It lasted untill they will waiting for their 'O' levels exams result. Jie lun left her, because of another girl, named wendy. He then knows he was in the wrong, but however he don't have the courage to approach her..


6 Years has passed.. One day they met up each other on coincidence... Memories started to flashback in both of them, happiness, sorrowful ? He founds that his love for her has never ended. But having a girlfriend currently, made him in difficult position.


Finally one day, Lara was having a very high fever of 42.2, after recovery wendy founds him with Lara strolling near the hospital's park. A decision was left for Jie lun to decide Lara or Wendy. He chose Lara then...


Just as thought that they could have live a life happily ever after, however tragedy falls... Because of Jie lun, she's having phychological illness, known as the  Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). Precisely, she will use duplicated image of her, so as to escape from the truth that, Jie lun once again is going to leave her ... Only now, then Jie lun realise that it was all his fault that makes her suffering ,as he broke into tears..


Day by Day, Lara turns younger in mind every 2 Weeks... Soon she reached about the age of only 8.. Which was her primary 1... One day, at a very familiarized place(Bird Park) for both of them, he blamed all the fault on Lara, and leaving her behide in tears.. He looked through his phone.., it was all Lara's picture.. He scanned through his mind..., there was all nothing but only Lara..Lara..Lara.. He thought of things that made him truly happy, only Lara's image appeared.. Only now, he realize how deeply is he in love with Lara.


Knowing his decision finally, he went back to find Lara.. Whispering: ' Please wait for me!, Lara.. Whether you are 22 or 2, i will love you.' He shouted all around Bird Park, but he couldn't found her. Finally, he saw Lara on the opposite of the road listening to songs with her Disc Player.Holding a brown soft toy on her hand.. Upon sawing jie lun, she smiled and approached him. Just at the moment of life and deaths, Jie Lun realize a car was approaching Lara, He shouted at the top of his voice' LARA!' , but she couldn't hear.. Finally, the car crashed, as he screamed, the driver screamed, and Lara screamed...


Jie lun ran towards her, holding her tightly.. He was praying so hard that she won't leave him.. In her hand, was holding the brown colored soft toy, that he gave her as birthday present when they was primary 1. He threw it away from the tower, and was lost untill today.. She had found it..
Waiting for so long for her to recovers back to her 22 aged normal self..., and finally a sweet and melodious voice reached him , saying' Where are you.. Deardear?'. As he knows she had turn back to normal self.
She then says, "i cant see you. Where are ... you?"
"i am here " he said.
"You Are Here..." Was the last sentence he ever heard from her...


Where do people take things for granted, untill one day they realize that everything was too late...




About Study
Wednesday 13 January 2010

Through further deliberation, i was able to conclude that i still have 1% inspiration, and i decided to strive my A1 for maths in this year's 'O' level examination.
I believe , with my perseverance as my ace, with no doubt i am sure to get good results.
After chinese new year, i am  going to start my revision for my various subjects and syllabus.
Going to do my very best for the exams man...
Improving my english will be the criterial for me.., hence i will try to speak in english.
And from today onwards, only english is appropriate in my blog.
Will i leave another legacy on my history in commonwealth secondary school? 
 
My Music Player of eternity love is playing without its rhythm... ..



'O' level
Monday 11 January 2010

Yeah, your are absolutely right. Today is the release date of all 'O' level results.
Haha, i only took my 'O' level maths, i got a A2 for it =0 ! (How i wish A1 sia)
Aiya, nvm A2 is good enough, i have decided to drop this subject, so i  can concentrate on the other subjects.
For all those who didn't really scored well for the exams, Jiayou this year okay :)!
Well, to all those that got their results today. No matter its A1, Or F9, this isn't the end of your life path.
Please remember that there is still a long way for you to continue walking. 
Do not stop because in the middle of the road, a small rock made u trip down.
Stand on your feet once again, and continue to walk bravely .(:

We dun just live for one person.. We live because there are friends and family that will always be with you...
Specially dedicated to someone...( only you should know)



Splendid.
Saturday 9 January 2010

Lols, quite a nice day.Time files for today.
Went to buy stationary with vincent wee. Then lim ming shi joined later on. As we need popular card lols!
She claimed that she wan buy something so she won't look retard. But it is still retard ! CHEH.
Well, then i went to find 2 scholars, zhixiang and xinmei for pool.Lols. IRC pool now seriously sux..
After then, after dinner went to play basketball with zhi xiang at toh guan court.
Went, back home chat with primary school man hang at msn. She's currently studying in malaysia.
Lols, realised that 'IGCSE', her exams was like omg..
Compared with 'O' level, i think im lucky that i didn't have to take that IGCSE paper...
Anyway, All the best to man hang, seriously learning everything in 4months? Wow.
Jiayou-uh!!, Must score good result, dun forget the k-box in singapore ah! Want hear your sexy voice lols.
See you soon.. 
Then, played one round dota with eddie,ken, after that tio scolded pig for saying i want to sleep.
Rubbish. *TSK*



Headaches.
Friday 8 January 2010

Aiya, Fucking headaches the whole morning, didn't went to school today...
Currently doing my geograpy homework now, while blogging...
Feeling better now, haizz..
Miss one day of school, how? Omgosh , can't catch up with the others liao.
Cheh, just kidding. lols. Today got npcc, didn't go.
Lols, senior liao, slack like one fucker only.
Realised i keep use the word ' fuck' wth. Omg, im swearing again and again.
Decided to play basketball later i think :) !.

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着, 要怎么停呢 ?



回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
Wednesday 6 January 2010

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着, 要怎么停呢 ? . . .
Can anyone tell me please, can i stop the music box from playing ): .
I just want to end bygones that had aready been history.
What to do ? Why are so many people cracking their brains to find the answer > <
Shi jian shang, qing wei he wu....



First day school
Monday 4 January 2010

First day ! First day ! Monday ! Tuesday! Wednesday! Thursday! Friday ! Saturday ! Sunday !Everyday !  First day !
FIRST DAY ~
Laugh my ass off please ! Lols, singing 第一天 by 孙燕姿 .
Well, first day of school mah. First day jiu late liao ! LOLS. cannot wake up la.:x
Okay, Tomorrow promise wont late !! Must reach school punctually.
Yep, First day didn't get where i wanted to sit. Hope my current position wont affect my affection for studies.
Hereby, I reallyreally wish that 'she' will be happy forever laaaa !! I dun really care to be with her.
Most importantly, her smile brights my day today. For so long, yet that smile appears again...
Well, personally i dun felt that i love her. But seriously when she's happy, i felt comfort.. Aiyo ! XD
As long as she's happy, GOOD LARH !. However, whenever your sad. My shoulder will be there for ya.
Gotta move on for life man... No more hates. No more regrets. No more lame stuff. Gotta be happy !! 
Let us alight at the island of bliss and happiness kay !! :) !
第一天
我存在
第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝
因为你而有真实感
Firstday ! Everyday! Today ! First day !




Time Files
Sunday 3 January 2010

Yesterday went to facebook, and i saw a picture that was taken like so many years ago. !
Lols, its my primary6 class photo ._. Well, Memories started to flashback in my mind.
Chat with some old friends, waaa.. All change liao. Retard girl become chio bu lols.
Well, seriously time really files. All grown up ler. hahaxD !
Soon, we have a outings and meet each other okay !! Yeahh :) .


Whose block is this !! Once screamed till people scold us.

I wonder who wrote this 'Joseph' huh.. .hmm....

Ohh dear, Sry for my noobie phone, but  i think still can see  bah :x.

Still remember this bridge that we always walk through...
Well, walked past this places today... Really brings back memories that was once alive..
Hope one day history will repeat itself? Cheh. haha !
Okay, i go play dota lerh ! :)



Ending
Friday 1 January 2010

As requested by eddie, he say my 1000 flower very sian.
So i decided to end it now -.-, only 12, but nvm.

I shall show you my last picture.
Not i paint de, i don't have artistic talent.
But well, the meaning of this picture is i think de.
永远不凋谢的紫玫瑰, 就是我永远的祝福。

Okay, well just reach home!
Yesterday actually went biking with "Delon,Vanessa Ong,Nicholas, Li Hui, Liangwei, xiaodong, adrian, dingxun,jeslin "
Then actually taunting there, however suddenly ken call me.
I from pasir ris cab down to  cineleisure =.= !
For their k-box till morning.
Sorry ah Liang,Dong,Adrian for the pang seh. seriously veryvery sry.!
Well, i think got 3 high kia bah. Namely : Jonathan,Kahmeng,Arthur (y) !. xD
Well have fun, once a year.
Goodbye 2009 :) ! Hello 2010 xD




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